But is being "just a teacher" enough? Is it what I want to be doing when I'm 50?
Honestly, the answer is, "I'm just not sure anymore," and that saddens me.
It's not that I'm "burned out," tired by the daily demands of meeting the needs of middle schoolers. In fact, I still thrive on my interactions with my students. It's also not that I feel "disrespected" by society as a whole. While the criticisms of public schooling can be trying, I know that I have been successful within my school and community.
What has me doubting my decision to finish my career in the classroom is that despite great successes, I've recognized that I am still "just a teacher" in the eyes of most people.
My day-to-day responsibilities haven't changed in 17 years, and are no different than the responsibilities of the first year teachers in my building. While I am currently working for an administrative team that believes in empowering teachers, I still find myself wanting more input in conversations related to education at all levels.
Teaching is truly a "flat profession."
There are no real opportunities for teachers to "advance" and remain classroom teachers at the same time. To get the additional influence that I want, I'm going to have to leave my classroom for a career in school administration or educational policy—and lose my connection with my students.
That is incredibly frustrating.
Bill Ferriter, "Still Tired of Education's Glass Ceiling." in The Tempered Radical. 9 Dec 2010.
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